—Leap into Confusion—
My name is Carolina, but you can call me either Lina, Carol or Lines. Majoring in Art. I am Genderfluid & Pansexual. My current fandoms are Homestuck, Roosterteeth (specifically the Achievement Hunters), FREE!, Madoka Magica, and Legend of Korra.

things are so much more different when your in love,

when you fall out of love,

when your broken and left in pieces because of love,

all those different types and stages of love, the good and the bad.

however, im happy to say that

im happily in love with my boyfriend

and

i think im finally not afraid to say that i am not afraid of being in love

because, ive had bad experiences before

and ive told him about these experiences

and he understood

and he never once pressured me into doing one single thing

something ive always been grateful for and

i dont think ive ever actually told him

which i should but regardless

hes been there for me

when i feel lonely and afraid and whenever i feel at my lowest

hes there, hugging me, consoling me, helping me feel better

the times i cry

hes there holding me, letting me let it out, because i never do

i never cry in front of anyone, not my parents, not my friends, not anyone.

because they want explainations

and sometimes i cant explain things because it would require information that

i dont want to give out or explain.

because no one sticks around long enough to give a shit. 

but, he has.

and, i do have friends that know things, that i can talk to. 

but none of them know my entire story, not like my boyfriend does. not like my stuart does.

and im so grateful and so happy and just

i love him so much

and

ive told him

but

im not afraid to say it to anyone anymore 

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